Day of Hope

Rebecca and Sam Got Married

Rebecca and Sam had this Batman balloon in your honor at their wedding. Whenever anyone remembers you in any way, it truly warms my heart. 

 What an awesome surprise this was!!

 Thanks Rebecca and Sam Bal

Happy 28th Birthday!

Happy birthday handsome!  I can't believe that you are 28!  It seems like just yesterday you were born and I was holding the most beautiful baby boy in this world.  I am sure that birthdays in Heaven cannot compare to ones here on Earth.  We had your favorite kind of cake..  my carrot cake.  I wish you were here to share it with us.  I love you and miss you son.  Love Mom

Out of my Sight

Surprises

Boy do we love surprises these days when it has to do with you. Sometimes we go to Rose Hills and someone has left you flowers.  We have no idea who they are but it warms our heart to know that someone took the time to come.  Sometimes there may only be a cigarette butt, but that is OK too!!  I was on Facebook and found this picture.  It is on "the block".  Someone was missing you....

And More Hearts (#3)

Hey sweetie,
Keep those heart signs coming!!  Each and every one of them gets me through the day.  Sometime I see one and think to myself  "Is that a heart or am I wanting to see one so bad that I imagine it is one".  I take a picture of it anyway because to me they are all hearts and signs from you.   Even when they are misshapen and tiny and I may be the only one that sees a heart, I know that they are hearts from you.  My heart was broken the day you left, never to be repaired.
 I love you sweet boy.  Mom

Bruce Wayne

You would be so proud of your Bruce.  He got his teeth cleaned....  but they had to pull some.  Now he lisps when he barks!!!

Footprints on my heart

Mothers Day 1996

Looking through a drawer the other day and came across this! Maybe it was your way of telling me Happy Mother's Day!! You were only 10 years old and I am not sure how much of it you did make but it doesn't matter. It means as much today as it did back then and I will treasure it forever!!

 I love you Son

Facebook Post

One of your friends posted this on the Facebook page that I made for you.  Really?  A kitten in your mouth?  These are the things I miss..

Always

Alex's 23rd Birthday

Our crazy crazy family.  We got together for Alex's 23rd birthday and of course Aunt Karen had games for us to play.  Even Dad, Nana and Raegan played.  I know you weren't much for games but I think you would have had fun.  YOU were the only thing that was missing...

Happy Easter Davey

Papa George

Papa George had surgery on April 2 to clear the artery in his neck.  Thanks for the sign in the phone number to the hospital to let us know that you were there....  951-679-8888.  He made it through with flying colors and is feeling a lot better now.

Nick is 17 today

Seems like he was just born.  I know that you really never got to know him because he was that much younger than you but I know that he looked up to you as the "big cousin".  I love this picture if the two of you.

Happy 4th Birthday Raegan

Today Raegan turned 4.  We took her to Disneyland for breakfast and we ate at Goofy's kitchen.  We took you and Autumn there so many years ago that I really don't even remember it but I knew we went.  After breakfast we spent the day at Disneyland.  We were there all day and we only went on 1 ride.  She was more interested in getting the Princesses to sign her book than she was the rides.  It was her day so she did what she wanted.

I wish you were here to see her grow up.  You would be so proud of her and I know that she would look up to you.  I love making memories with her but I just wish you were here to make memories with us.

                          

 

My Phone

Nana Joan

Brittany's Nana fought a long battle and finally surrendered on January 20, 2014.  Such a beautiful woman.  She loved you so much and every time I say her she always had something special to say about you.  Even when her own daughter left this earth, she still talked about you to me and how she missed you and what a special person you were. She didn't have to tell me, I already knew it but I loved to talk to her about you!

Danielle turned 24!

Hard to believe that she is 24 already. It seems like yesterday that you and her were walking down the aisle at Aunt Alicia's wedding. She has grown to be a very special young lady in our lives.  She remember you, she talks about you, says your name but most of all I know that she misses you too.  Watch over her like you did when you were here.  She still needs you.  Love Mom

HAPPY NEW YEAR