You Will Always Be my Hero

Always Ready for A Drink

Those friends again!!!  Some how we always miss them.

Love you Guys!

5 Years

I thought saying you were 29 was hard!  Typing "5 Years" was even harder.  How can it be 5 years already?  Seems like just yesterday I said good bye to you at the door.  I wish I had known it was the last time I would speak to you....... Days have turned into months and into years and I never thought that I would be typing to you on a blog that you could never read.  Of course I wish that things could have turned out different but that was not Gods plan.  I am still searching for his reason that he needed you more than we did. I may never know.  I just have to trust God that it was the right thing. Every day hurts but days like today hurt the worst.

Until we see each other again.....  I love you.

  Love Mom

She Started Kindergarten....

without you...

You would be so proud of the young lady she has become.  When you were here you were proud but I wish you could see her now.  I know she would be over the moon about you if you were here too. She know who her Uncle Davey is and knows that he is in Heaven playing baseball with the angels.

Please continue to watch over her and keep her safe.

Remembering Davey

Ashley posted this for you on Facebook for your birthday from her and Mia.

Friends Are What Matter Most!

There are always those friends that come to remember you.  Whether your birthday, the day you left, Christmas or just because.  It always warms are hearts when we see that someone has come.  Rey Rolon, Christian Santiago and DJ always come through.

Thanks Guys!!  We love you!

Happy 29th Birthday Davey!!

Wow, that was hard to type....29th.  Hard to believe if you were here you would almost be 30 years old!  Not a day goes by that I don't think about where you would be in your life. Would you be married? Babies?  Most of your friends have at least one baby...some have 2.  I wish that you could have experienced having your own baby but on the other hand, that baby wouldn't have it's daddy here and that would hurt too.  God knows what he is doing but I wish I did too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

I miss the past and your future but most of all I MISS YOU.

  Love Mom

That Day

Memorial Day/July 4th

Decorations for both of these holidays are pretty much the same but we still do it.  Just Dad and I decorate and I think it is therapeutic for the both of us.  I wish we didn't have to decorate but it is one of the only things we can still do for you.

Mother's Day

Only one missing...  Miss you everyday but especially on days like this.  

Love you Son.

Missing you both

Barn Barn aka Barney Rubble

My precious Barney left this Earth to be with you on Sunday May 3, 2015. He fought long and hard with liver disease.  He started at a whopping 18 pounds (a little chubby) and went down to 11 pounds.  He never missed a beat or a meal and was always willing to snuggle under the covers.  I know you and Stevie were so happy when you saw him!!  I wish I could have seen that reunion. Take care of those wieners for me.  I sure miss all 3 of you.  Love Mom

Barney Rubble Chavez

2004-2015

No Tomorrow

Friends

Every once is awhile, when we go to Rose Hills we see signs that some of your friends have been there.  It could be a simple cigarette butt to a whole cigarette to empty or full beer cans.  Whatever they leave, it warms our hearts to know that someone else has come to remember you.  I believe this was left for you on 4/20......

Easter 2015

Not much happening around here.  Just missing you and wishing you were here with us.  I know you are safe and happy where you are and wouldn't want to come back if you could but that doesn't make me wish you would!!

We decorated again for Easter.... as always.  I hope you like it.  Love Mom

Reagan Turned 5!!

I can't believe that she is 5 already.  Seems like just yesterday that she was born.  Birthdays are supposed to be happy and they are but there is always that thought that you are not here on Earth to celebrate with us.   We feel your spirit but wish we could see your beautiful smiling face.

Raegan knows about you and recognizes your picture too. She knows that you are in Heaven and says that you are playing baseball with the angels!!  She does ask some questions sometimes that throws us for a loop about God and Heaven.  We hope that we are given her answers that will help her figure it all out one day.  If only she could remember the time that she spent with you and how much you loved her.  Your friends tell us that you used to MAKE them look at her picture when they got into your car.  You would be so proud of the beautiful little girl she has become.

Gramma's Birthday

Today is Gramma's  birthday.  Autumn and I went to visit...wish you could have come too. XOXOXO

Missing You

Christmas 2014

Christmas #5 without you here with us.  It is hard to believe at times but then at other times it isn't.  We go through the motions but really don't enjoy the season anymore.  Thank goodness for Raegan because if she was not here I don't even think we would have a Christmas tree!  

Of course we decorated for you again and we always will.  

We decorated Gingerbread houses again this year.  I am pretty sure that you wouldn't have come but I can still wish, right?

And then there was Christmas Eve.  Missing you as usual, especially when picture time comes.....

 Wishing you were here.

Love Mom

Cranberry Sauce and decorations

I didn't forget your cranberry sauce!  Of all things...  you liked cranberry sauce.  I guess the apple doesn't fall to far from the tree.  I wish you were here to enjoy some with us.

And of course what would a holiday be without decorations!

Happy Thanksgiving in Heaven Davey!