Sunday, April 15, 2012

The day begins.....


Dear Davey,

The day begins again without you.
Each day comes and goes and I am look for you, search for you.
But you are no where in site.
I know you are in my heart and around me but yet I can't see you, can't touch you, can't hear your voice.
This must be a dream , maybe the day has not begun and I am still asleep and having this horrible night mare.
But then once again night falls , and another day comes without you here to share my day with, to hear how your day was.
How can this be, how can it be that I am left to live a life without you in it?
You had a heart of gold, a very caring person not to mention a very smart young man.
I go through the motions of each day not knowing what to do from one minute to another.
The time passes, the day ends , night falls, another night of hoping you come to me in my dream, are maybe to awaken and this is just a night mare.
But yet another day will begin without you .
My only solace is one day we will meet again when God calls me home .
Until then the days will come and go and I will continue to search for you even if it's just a sign from above that you still here with me , you will always be in my heart and a part of my heart has died when you went home to be God.

Even Bruce looks for you. 




 Today is my birthday.  My only wish would be to hold you one more time and tell you how much I miss you and love you.  I know that you are safe in the arms of Jesus and that gives me comfort.  Run free my angel and know that you are missed beyond words.

Love Mom

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